I'm writing this while I'm still shedding tears of raw sadness for her.
My mind is walking me through all that I have experienced in this shit storm of loss and pain brought by divorce.
How I would love to spare her all of it. ANY of it. It is all so ugly and painful.
These video tapes, I keep them in my head to remind me to be thankful and in this moment I am thankful because I know she has what I had... the love, support and compassion of many people who adore her and are walking with her just wanting to hold her hand, anytime she needs or wants.
It is what got me through, standing upright, holding on, to this day.
I love you so much and I am so so so sorry that this is what is.
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