It's a tough day.
The girls are away for 2 weeks and I'm feeling the loneliness for them.
I'm unmotivated to do what needs to be done today, because I'd rather be with them.
I do this everytime shit head takes them. I don't think I'll ever get used to the goodbyes and the time apart.
My biggest thought on that....I'm probably not meant to. In the human relationship sense, mom's are supposed to be wholly attatched to their babies and vice versa. So how to get through these times in a productive way?
It is hard.
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine. It would be easier if you fully trusted the dude they were with, but even then, moms miss their babies.
I like to reward myself every time I finish unpleasent tasks. (Which may be why my hips are so big) but even reading a book, some rec time with hubby, whatever.
Hang in there.
oh honey, my heart goes out to you. I don't even want to go on a week long holiday to the tropics without my kids, let alone 2 weeks!! (not that anyone's offered, lol)
ReplyDeleteI am always surprised at how quickly things get done when the kids are gone, and at how long it all stays clean. Try to get done what you need to, and do something special for you- like call Char!!
Love you tons,