Class today!

Back at it, the course I'm taking this semester is called the Role of the Education Assistant. I'm looking forward to it. The only issue is that my class is teleconference and online (distance ed) and it starts at the exact time Kyle usually calls the girls. I forwarded a letter to him THROUGH the lawyers 3 weeks ago, asking for changes to facilitate my class.....haven't heard from him yet and the class is in a few hours. Nice of him to be so concerned about issues facing the girls and I eh? OHHHH wait, he doesn't give a crap if it doesn't affect him directly. He seems to have a personality flaw that way.

I got a sheaf of papers in the mail from the psychologist that is assessing us. HUGE detailed history of parenting relationship and children etc. It's going to take hours and hours to fill out. I worked last night on it for 3 hours and didn't even get through one questionaire. Like I need this much extra work to do. Days like this I really really hate Kyle. It feels like everything he does is just a huge hassle. Not giving me childsupport on time...makes my rent late= a huge run around. Not paying his portion of the girls expenses...leaves me stuck financially. Refusing to deal with bed time when he has the girls = piles of emotional rubble when they get home, for me to pick up, and uncooperative, grouchy kids trying to get out the door to school. Refusing to bathe and care for the girls especially Jaala's eczema...cause he doesn't 'believe' what the doctor said (why? cause he chooses not to, he must know so much more than a physican!) leaving a huge break out of painful eczema on Jaala which I have to clean up, and she suffers for it, it's painful and itchy and I don't want her to have the same scarring and skin damage I have, that is suffering long term. Refusing to co parent with me because he says I'm too difficult.....yep I am difficult, because I won't be bullied and his difficulty with me has nothing to do with parenting, so I am left to parent blindly with no reinforcement from him, which causes it's own set of dicipline issues. The list goes on but that's what is bugging me today. Prolly cause I was just detailing those issues for the assessor.

We biked to school today and it's a beautiful day so far, I hope the rain holds off till after school...MUCH after school!!!

Have a great day!